I am entitled to my own happiness. I am responsible for all of my actions. I plan my life. I control what I want. It’s not being selfish, it’s being good to myself. The greatest struggle I am facing, is being indifferent. Being not able to realize or recognize what I really want. Having no plans at this point of time is lethal. I may not know a lot of things, but I am capable.
My fears are big. But my faith is greater.
I wanted to be strong. And I need to be. I believe one becomes stronger because being strong is the only option. I’d probably get off problems easy, I just need to get up and think about it. Forget about things that would suffocate me. That would inhibit the growth of my soul.
In this life, I want to gain all the wisdom that I could. I don’t want to stay on the stage when I’ll be a prisoner of fears.
Dear God, I ask that I may be sincere as possible. Help me have a heart pure of feelings, genuine that I may be able to understand other people. That I may serve as your hands that extends to those who are close to me.
I want to genuinely love. To remove all the fears. To not mind the past. To accept a person as who he is, as who he wants me to know him. Free my mind of doubts that I may be able to show affection that I long to give.