To the survivors of suicide 💜✨

When Madeline was little she loved glitter.

Glitter glue in fact.

All the colours of the rainbow.

And in full confession — I loved it too.

At home our art box was full of glitter containers, glitter stickers and glitter glue. Our family cottage art box just as much.

No matter how hard one tried to contain the glitter art process to a specific area at a special art table — glitter would seem to finds its place in all the nooks and crannies, clothes, furniture even the sidewalks and the outdoor decks. Some days I would find flecks in her hair or on her cheeks days later from her craft sessions.

But as any parent, teacher or camp counselor will well know, glitter is messy and seems to sneak into places that make it impossible to clean. Often weeks, months and years I’d find remnants of the kids glitter art projects, holiday decorations and even t-shirt making.

And while back then it seemed a nuisance at times. Today it makes me smile.

Maddie is my glitter ✨

I find her every day in little nooks and crannies when I least expect it. And most often uncontrollable tears rise in my eyes and my heart cracks even further but the smile for the memory eases the pain.

Celebrate the glitter in your life today and every day. ✨

On this day — two years ago we lost our beautiful Madeline to depression.

May her sparkle never dull and may we continue to find her glitter in the least expected places.

Always and forever.

xoxo Mom

; 💜✨#shinebright #2yearsgone 11:11

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The Maddie Project is a community effort in support of youth struggling with depression and other mental health related concerns. Driven by community collaboration and events, the project’s goals are to raise awareness by sparking conversations about youth depression and mental health concerns as well as to help provide uninhibited access to support for youth and their families.

The Maddie Project was founded in April 2015 in memory of Madeline Grace German Coulter. To date the project has engaged millions in active conversations around youth mental health and has raised over $1.3 million dollars towards the development of Maddie’s Healing Garden and support of other child and adolescent mental health services in our community.

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