I have a couple of confessions to make: First, sure that marriage is of every woman’s dream yet for the longest time, I know I’m not meant to walk down the aisle. Not that I don’t believe in the sanctity of marriage or that my brain cells are absolutely circumvented and poisoned by the feminist. Please, don’t judge me yet. Ishkq in Paris is a Bollywood movie that I certainly love the most; it hit me when Ishkq told Acash that “she hates marriage because she hates divorce.” Ditto. Many thought that I’m heartless and not vulnerable, strong personality as you may describe it in a shortest context. However; it was how the people perceived my outer personality. Truth is, my heart is fragile, so I may have to protect it with all my strength and power. Not sure if you have watched Sandra Bullock’s movie, remember the Black football guy who succeeded in his career due to his extinct protective instinct. How much hard it is for you to believe, but yes, I have such protective instinct as well. Secondly, Derrick Rose and Tennis are my favourite stuffs. Australia Open is one of my most awaited game because these professional players do play in the field of about 42 degree Celsius, can you imagine how much heat they have to endure. Anyhow the temperature is not point, rather Rafa Nadal. Admit it, Rafa is such an ideal guy, handsome and belongs to the Top 4 of ATP Tours. It is of my wildest dream to “propose” to him in one of the Australia Open game. But, lately, I changed my mind for now I’m already rooting for Novak Djokovic.

You may wonder, what makes me change my mind like a “hermit kingdom” slowly starting to open the close. If you’re guessing that I’m in love while I’m writing this, you’re certainly wrong, because I’m waiting for you to come my way and introduce yourself. If you’re second guessing and think that I’m selfish for I don’t want to suffer from cervical cancer, then you’re hilarious. Not a good joke, anyway.

Well, I was taking a bathe when I thought of you. I thought, maybe, that I should give you a try. As you know debating is one of my favourite human activities, so my right brain immediately corrected the left brain’s premise. Said, “give a try” is politically incorrect and illogical from my major premise which is marriage is to divorce. Instead, I should fight my love for you, shouldn't just let go of your hands when I’m starting to tremble and feel coward to accept that I feel strongly about you. I should mature my romantic side and never be afraid to write a happy ending, for the longest time, it wasn't my niche but for you, I’ll dare.

I never mind of you going out on a Friday and enjoying the night because I trust your fidelity with me. Hope you don’t mind that your future wife is home buddy, opinionated and straight forward. Communication is a major thing with me, I like to talk and fix things right away, because it will hurt me being mad with you. I am too is a feminist, politics is one of my favorite topic to talk about, you may find me boring. As much as I hate to break it with you but I’m stubborn and never good in doing house chores, like cooking, or washing clothes and dishes. For you, I’ll learn to dirt my hands with flour while baking cookies with artsy colorful icing.

Someday, I wish to serenade you to show my affection and be thankful for your wonderful heart for inspiring my humanity, and we could slow dancing in the rain. I hope you could accompany me fulfill my dream to learn the language of love, Francaise, s’il vous plait. I can’t wait for the day that I’ll set my eyes on you and introduce myself , bonjour! Je m’appelle Mich!

Your Future Wife