July 15, 2017
I will be starting a new chapter of my life all by myself. No friends. No sisters. No parents. Just me, myself and my relationship with God. I don’t make my relationship with God as evident as I would like, but it’s the only thing that’s been keeping me going throughout my years. But this next month all I will be doing is sharing my relationship with God to others and I am so stoked!!
For the next 24 days I will be a server at a Younglife camp and a work crew team member! I am so scared because it will be the hardest thing I have ever done. These next days is really going to test my faith with God. I will be waking up at the butt crack of dawn, setting tables to the tee, and carrying heavy trays when I have zero upper body strength.
If you were to tell me two weeks ago that I would be crying about leaving Chesapeake Virginia and the people in it? I would’ve laughed in your face. but let me tell ya- I am so so sad to leave my friends and family. There are so many special people I talk to everyday that help me with my freak outs, attitude problems, and wild moments.
and to everyone that I help when I am available and when y’all need me- I love yall dearly and all the advice you need right now is just to give it to God. i am sorry for not saying that sooner than later. God loves you just as much as I am. God can do so much more than I can do. God can actually change your life and i will pray for y’all everyday hoping that y’all believe this truth.