The pain in me is so strong I pretend it doesn’t exist but I start to feel blood dripping from my heart on the inside of my numb cut up body then I let it go for so long it seeps through my skin in each blood drop I can imagine a part of the pain in my life I’ve suffered and no one cared I grab the sharp edged Razer hold it to my wrist and cut I watch and feel myself fade away out of site and out of mind