Fear is a hurdle
I don‘t know why I feel a discomfort with in me. The moment I drive my 250cc bullet on a dark road, my mouth emits words which if recorded and written on piece of paper can turn out to be great. They can create influence on others.
I tend to forget the world when I speak. It’s like my heart speaking to my brain that I am being loved more than you by the soul. But soon when I reach back home and look for the feeling behind those words. I am not able to find it.
I everyday sit with a feeling called fear and question it why do you stay in my life. The answer which I get from it raises my eyebrow and makes me feel ashamed. Fear says that i am actually a hurdle which lies in between your heart.
It looks the word “Fear” wants to say I will not allow you to follow the heart because I am made up of what world says and I am always going to pop up in between your choice of following the heart. But do remember I am made up of an ear.
So the more you open your ear to the world I will cover your ear with lot of fucks. The fuck and shit which the world throws. And if you allow that fuck in form of doubt, I will surely kill your each and every way of reaching the heart.
You know that it takes a cost to follow your heart and if you are ready to follow your heart then you have to fight fear or fuck fear.
Brain can only calculate the cost but heart pays the cost. The cost calculated by brain is a fear and which in turn requires you to have a brave heart to fight it.
I know I have written something which has gone above your head but trust me we always have felt it somewhere and somehow.
Somehow people cover it under their needs and try to reflect that it doesn’t exist but try to travel the distance to your heart and you will know the realization. And if you have traveled the distance then i know you feel the satisfaction.
Fear can never have a heart of omission but it can have a heart of commission because everyone fears death but I fear the function less heart.
The best part of life is always hidden behind the fear. Looking at you from a distance and making you feel incomplete.
But the cost is the time you take to fight fear and say hello to your feeling filled heart which wants to embrace you.
And remember you are special if you do not compare and if you compare you are a limited edition.
At the end, I hope so you find the above piece special without comparison.