LIFE, is a neverending education
This is my first time to make a story in english. So please be gentle with me and cmiiw.
First time i heard you tell that you like her or even have a crush with her is when our “lovely” coach ask us.
“Who do you think is the most beautiful girl in your year?”
You answered, “Her”
Well i can’t deny that, in fact i agree with you. Being her friend for almost 3 years (at that time), i think i can see that happen. haha
But yeah she was still with my friend back then.
well, time flies.
2nd year in college, i didn’t involve too much in organization activities, in fact i did trying to make my own story back then.hehe, (and yeah, that’s what happen), and it didn’t go quite well, haha
i’m sorry if i’m not helping at all at that time.
When i’m back, i heard that you finally get close to her. i thought,
“Wow, he really made it, haha. Glad to hear that.”
it’s always a good sight, when you see your friend happy. i didn’t know the details, but i could see that you really care for her.
One thing i noticed, even when you couldn’t take her home, or escort her, you always ask your friend to do it for you, and make sure that she get home safely.
“So this is love right ? “, i whispered to my self.
i see that you always with her, and yeah, it really fun to see both of my friend happy.
And not too long ago, i got an unpleasant news. that you were separated now.
hmm, what’s going on here? but i don’t think i have a capacity to do anything.
listening is the only option i have.
And then, yeah you know what happened.
Long story short, after hearing your story, as a friend i don’t know what to do.
To be honest, i am still unsure about my story with “whom i think the one”. Sometimes i wondering, if this case is happened to me, what would i do ? I can’t even answer it myself, and who i am thinking giving you any advice for it. haha sorry.
But one thing for sure, i got this advice from our junior. When i said that my “clock” hasn’t ticking again after all that happened to me.
Maybe it’s a bit rhetorical, but yeah that’s how it is. I am still trying to do it, eventhough memories about “the one” still eating me inside.
I know, you are far more stronger than i am, you are more reliable than most of us, you always try to cheer up situation (in that organization) without year boundary. And yeah, that’s why i admire you as a friend.
And yet, seeing you in the verge of giving up give me a chill on my spine (ieu lebay sih).
love yourself, don’t let negative emotion consume you.
Life is a never ending education. When someone comes to our lives, either we learn from them or they learn from us. And it continue until the end of time.
i’m not telling you to giving up. But i’m sure, good thing will happen to you.
Insyaa Allah.
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