Hi everyone xx

Good news Luke got his job :):):)I don’t know if its a starting job or a filler in just for now, something is better than nothing !!!

Thursday evening on TV,, I could not bring myself to watch the Miracle programme due to selfishness. I want my miracle, to hug my boys again. 
I watched the programme about the man who lost his limbs. I got too emotional and angry, help is out there with artificial bits but still nothing for me. My reaction really shocked me,, I really thought I no longer felt bitter. 
Again this morning my PEG was working with a small syringe and two hours later TOTALLY BLOCKED. Its driving everyone mad. I’m just very puzzled. 
I didn’t realise it was a bank holiday, unless I’m doing something I find weekends VERY BORING and bank holiday s VERY VERY BORING

xxMxx