For I am.

For we are just a chain of people, holding on to other people, friends, family, work, etc. What do you do when you realize that their all wearing masks with painted on smiles or most of them are.

Some of them may just be taking off that mask killing there demons or some maybe putting it on others maybe sweating its so hot in there, others could be just walking right past that mask and smiling.

Maybe these thoughts run in my dads side of the family that’s where this happens the most these thoughts dark and scary just like this happen the most.

For I am just A girl with that mask still the smell of paint is strong when i breath its still running of the mask. For I am a girl who has fought wars in my head pushed my demons back, all the way to the darkest part of my mind, But for they will still linger in my body in my mind waiting to strick. Again when I’m at my lowest. For when I reach my darkest days I will do anything to leave my house almost like if I dont I wont live. Or I will stay and have take over my body there already made me walk this world alone im not scared to do it again. For I no it the world like the back of my hand. For what happens what do people do when they realize or figure out the ones they no and love! FEEL THIS WAY WHAT DO YOU DO THEN!? Walk away and say its just a faze or its nothing because those are bullshit and you no it. Do you laugh and say yeah right. For that person just told you their darkest best keep secret and you laughed? Walked away? Rolled your eyes? Why would anyone do that?

For society today, for it tells kids like me and your neighbor, your kid, the kid down the road, you, aunt, uncle, grandfather even. That oh its nothing you will be fine. Get over it. Cry me a river build ME a bridge and get over it. For now you no where all just hanging on a chain of people trying to crawl are way up. Falling back down and being trapped in are cages yet again, seeing a ray of sun and feeling the heat to be nocked down yet again. For you or them being put back in a cage and its so lode in hear you cant even hear the screams or evil laughs. I’m sorry if thats scary because you you might want to ask someone if this is how they feel being put in cage locked up screaming to get out GET OUT FEELING THE WONDERFUL SUNS HEAT AND; yes the heat only to be pushed back down into your cage.

For what happens when the evey last person takes off there mask and you see them there not happy there anything but what do you see. A person? Or a monster. FOR YOU MOST LIKELY SEE ALL OF US AS MONSTERS THAT’S WHAT EVERY ONE SEES LITTLE DO THEY NO THERE JUST A PERSON YOUR THE RUDE MONSTER your the monster not them. It makes me sick that this hole thing came from a 13 year old! I hope this opens your eyes!

For now you see the chain of people and there masks. Next time you see anyone ask them if there okay and really talk site down and talk really call dont text; people need help, please help them and I hope this makes you think I’m only 13 and this just came from me a girl that’s 13 I should not no this and I do most people my age do. Good bye thanks for your time.