You are a writer and not just any writer. That is one of the two texts that have touched more deeply my soul. The other one is “saying goodbye”. I can’t even imagine how much this must have been difficult and I know no one is replaceable, but I hope you can find that happiness that you had with Jamie again, I like to believe life can be beautiful in many different ways. Thank you for sharing some of your history and making people believe some more in real love.