I’m the eternal optimist, Ezinne. But as a once fervent “Jesus Freak” (meant in the most sincerely adoring way), I have to side with you on this issue. (P.S. I could feel your youthful frustration bubbling up within your words.)
Here’s a great piece from The Matrix that unloads on that very issue re:humankind.
Glad you found your voice. And in that, your spirit. Dig it.