Have I Forgotten Something Wonderful About Myself?

Marlane Ainsworth
2 min readMar 8, 2019

Trailing clouds of glory

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In his ‘Ode: Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood’, the famous Romantic poet William Wordsworth wrote the oft-quoted phrase:

But trailing clouds of glory do we come
From God, who is our home.

Whenever I read these lines they conjure an exquisite image of me hurrying down York Street to the post office during lunch break, a luminous mist drifting behind me like a long royal wedding veil caught in a light breeze.

The poem unfolds the notion that I really come from somewhere else. But by the time I birth on Earth I’ve almost forgotten this other aspect of myself.

However, occasionally I see or hear something that transfixes me. It may be a birdcall, rainbow light, sounds of the sea, a starry night.

Whatever it is, it reminds me of something — but I’m not quite sure what. It’s like a half-remembered love song that slips in and out of my consciousness.

These hints — these intimations of immortality — fill me with momentary, inexplicable, boundless joy. They are faint reminders that there’s more to me than I think; that I am loved not only here, but elsewhere.

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Marlane Ainsworth

Memoir writer. Spiritual writing. Signposts for living are embedded in daily life. Notice messages from your heart and soul. https://www.marlaneainsworth.com