Omg my heart feels safe! I just declared to my friend tonight that I identify with suicidal ideation and am willing to embrace that title so I may establish support/therapy. I too reached a point where i kept myself at a certain level missing opportunity to start rebuilding my life/myself. Then this year at 42 it all became in my face real. Everything I was scared of came true and more. Turns out what I feared is leading to a path of freedom.
Almost every word I read of yours I could say I too would have typed. The internet is not allowing me to feel im expressing myself appropriately so I’m going to break it down to basics..i love you for sharing your truth which so happens to resemble my truth and I’m Canadian too! 💞