A Muslim’s Elegy for (Here. Now. Everywhere.)

Maryam Al-Dabbagh
6 min readJul 5, 2016

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A spoken word poem written in mourning for the many tragedies that struck the globe, targeting Muslims and non-Muslims alike, during Ramadan 2016.

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Wake up and smell the headlines

Turn on the news

Freeze like a deer in headlights

Weary and confused

Wrack your brain for clues

Try to explain the rules of a game you can only play to lose

Forced to participate through an elaborate ruse

Charting a course for civilization that we’ve got to refuse

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Start by connecting the dots

Stop missing all of the cues

Peruse the truth to finally refute the obtuse

This tireless loop of déjà vu’s obstructed our view

From Orlando to Paris, 9/11 to Istanbul

These massacres scare us, that’s all they ever want to do

You can’t think straight when you’re afraid

That’s how they’re counting on you

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But who’re they? Who’s to blame? Here’s the reality

Islam’s to them what Christianity is to the KKK

On that fateful day, they didn’t hijack just the planes

Now all Muslims are supposed to be a part of their gang

Painted by the same brush, spoiled by the same taint

Recoiling at once in secondhand shame

Blamed for complacency amid all the disarray

“Where are the moderate Muslims?” goes the dismayed refrain

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Well, as a “moderate Muslim”, here’s the order of the day

Whenever these things happen you resume a state of panic

Every newsflash has you standing

Planning for the worst to handle

Mind shuts down

Shuts off

Every thought:

“Don’t let it be a Muslim

Please.”

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Then the truth comes out

Prepare to bear it out

Brace for the fallout

Post a Facebook status and hope that counts

Announce aloud, you won’t allow the crowd to drown out the sound

Of your protestations rejecting guilt by association

So who are the perpetrators of these great devastations?

What is their motivation? Can it really be their faith?

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We hear about these people, it seems, every other day

A crazy parade of faces with alien aims

Call them haters — well, that’s an understatement

Hatred looms oversized amid their grandiose claims

Look at the guys they pledged allegiance to and handed the reins

Brutal marauders with grievances and a hunger for fame

Quoting chapter and verse to slaughter and maim

Attacks that disperse every truce proclaimed

Bloodthirsty, isolated in their rage

Crying out “Allahu Akbar”, going up in flames

Gauging piousness in this basest of ways

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In hindsight it’s no surprise that people inquire

“Why does it seem that one religion so uniquely inspires such violence?

We don’t see choirboys lining up to fight.”

And some go on to say,

“Since a thoughtful inquiry into doctrinal subtleties would be far too tiring

Let’s just go online!

At first sight, their holy book’s got some strident lines

Cited by the killers to remind us why they visualize

Homicide as required in acquiring paradise

In civilized society, that can’t be reconciled

Let’s put their entire lifestyle on trial!”

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But let’s rewind

Remind ourselves of the facts

In fact, the opposite is true when it comes to Islam

The ruthless ignore those verses’ original intent

To inaugurate rules for just war in self-defense

Safeguarding all souls against oppression

Never a war of aggression

“Holy war” is of foreign conception

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Muslim scholars are in harmony on this question

Announcing in solidarity conscientious objections

Denouncing and renouncing this problematic rejection

Of normative tradition for a vision of sedition

Thirsty for discord through a distorted rendition

Twisting scripture to commission killing innocents

Malicious revisionists in vicious ignorance

Deficient of any penitence or contrition

Proficiently using religion for conscription

As always — take the Crusades and the Inquisition

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And though it may seem sometimes an apt conception

Monotheism’s not the prime source of such dissension

Let’s do some revision using a well-worn specimen

The Middle East’s been “a hotbed of simmering tension

“Since time immemorial” — with plenty of exceptions

Upon closer inspection, there’s one common intention

These conflicts are a problem of political contentions

External intervention’s been constant, truthfully told

Since the days of Sykes-Picot, striking at black gold

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From colonialism to invasion and occupation

Enabling dictators to constrain their populations

Sectarian tactics traded for ‘security’

And so fanatics waded in from obscurity

Power vacuums’ instability brewing zealotry

Peddling malevolent dogmas of exclusivity

Wrapped in an warped mock-up of masculinity

Rigid literalist extremists not thinking critically

Serving their own lust for power, hardly divinity

Self-righteous to a fault with a disturbing proclivity

To condemn others in contempt, with impunity

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Looking outward, not within is a bequest of modernity

New to Islam, a production of the 18th century

Focused on an obsession with externalities

Robotic movements, throats rasping niceties

Hearts untouched, souls hollow in true expiry

Reflected in the emptiness of their claims to piety

Occupied by an exercise in conspiring

To disguise a way of life unrecognizably

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This mentality is what’s fueling the insanity

We see on the news, excusing barbarity

Unleashing atrocities at increasing velocities

Unceasing in their carnage even in the month of fasting

Fellow Muslims the biggest targets for their treachery

Bombings and shootings, slaying arbitrarily

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Baghdad. Dhaka. Madinah.

Just a few of so many

Nothing is sacred to them

Not even the Prophet’s own sanctuary

How dare they.

How dare they.

How dare they.

So many dying in heartbreaking futility

It seems we’re separated from peace by infinity

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This has been a loquacious explication

In the interests of time, here’s a summarization

Toxic theology’s a consequence, not a foundation

Ideology’s just one part of an equation

Involving history, politics, socialization

But nuances tend to get lost in translation

Simplified clarifications

Preferred to complicated explanations

And with all this, no answer to those asking

“How can we stop all this from happening?”

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Oh, how I wish I knew.

But for now, until we know how to win

This is the world we all have to live in

Conditions ripe for such evil sin

Cheapening human life with lethal doctrines

Feeding on human strife, the seething cauldron

Where humans are enticed by the lure of propaganda

That they wouldn’t fall for, if only they could understand

That their stance is uncalled for, rejected and banned

By the Prophet himself, whom they claim to follow

His legacy is of mercy, never pain and sorrow

From the day his message started and through every tomorrow

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How dare they borrow what is not theirs and sully it?

Outsider deviants, we won’t be lenient

We’ll oppose you even when it’s not convenient

Easy, stress-free or politically expedient

Alongside the righteous of all stripes fighting back

Not in the way you fight, but in our own jihad

Reclaiming the narrative from the hate you’ve amplified

Aligned to take back all you’ve tried to swipe

And failed — because you will fail, always

God is greater than you, and it’s to Him we pray

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I say “Allahu Akbar” every day

Not as a battle cry but as a reminder

That beyond everything, there’s One who’s always higher

That though I may die in anonymity

The implications of my actions echo through eternity

That nothing’s more important than the pursuit of purity

That the ethical value of what I do is priceless

One smile, one good word, resonates timeless

To step back from petty distractions

Meaninglessness in thoughts and words and actions

Worthless obsessions we while away our lives in

To refocus away from such contrivance

To cast away and instead, to seek guidance

From a God who’s not an angry old man in the sky

Looking for an alibi to smite us

Rather a Truth we will not relinquish

The true north within every heart’s compass

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So here’s some advice for the radicalized

On the day justice is served, you’re at the head of the line

You’ll have to answer for the lives you failed to sanctify

You may not be willing to compromise, but neither am I

I refuse to let you define me

Against you I will never stop striving

Every stride a step closer to the paradigm

Of the man sent as a mercy to all mankind

It is he, not you, whom I choose to emulate

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You claim to be his heirs but that’s such a mistake

His legacy was validated in a man who shared his name

A model for the Prophet’s way in this day and age

Leaving only peace and justice in his wake

Muhammad Ali, they called him the greatest

His jihad is what I want to imitate

A life lived to make the world a better place

Instead of dying for nothing more than worthless hate

Inspired by the Quran to react with restraint

Repelling evil with good; you don’t have to be a saint

This is the message our world needs, before it’s too late

To come together as one, and embrace our shared fate.

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  • Thanks to Kate, David, and Muslema for enabling me to post the best version of this piece that I could, through your helpful input prior to posting.

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