Can I sleep……forever?
I’m so tired and confused
Sleep, you’re my only escape from this rowdy place
As I fall asleep
I wander off to this world of nothing
I have no worries
Everything is just so peaceful
Feels like every time I sleep, I die
I fall into a space of nothingness and suddenly I’m gone
But then I woke up and everything hurts
Reality will hit again
If only I could sleep forever…..Oh wait I can.
I want to. Every night I thought of this
I need an easy way to sleep forever.
To not feel the pain anymore
Never come back
People won’t look for me after I’m gone
How can I go like this?
Feels like I can’t breathe another second or minute longer.
I want to sleep until I get better
I always think of being a ghost and wander to this world
I am slowly
Who says life is easy?
I know all people get tired
They all did
This world is insane
But my sanity’s slowly fading
Drinking my thoughts
I suddenly realized, I’m alone
Tears were falling
I heard a voice screaming, oh wait…
That’s me, drowning underneath
Do I really want to be gone
I just want to be found and be love?
I am sorry for everything I’ve done