I Don’t Do Anything.

So for the better part of this year I have stayed in a state of limbo. From the outside looking in it probably appears that I have things all together. I don’t do anything. That’s it put simply. I don’t do anything. I just bounce back and forth in my mind thinking how great I could potentially be instead of actually doing anything about it. One day is all I’m looking for… one day far, far away from here.

So here I am… reading all sorts of self-help and personal improvement books with hopes that once I finish it then I’ll be ready to go… to dominate, to take over my life, my business… frankly anything I want.

What an absolute misconception to think that this newfound knowledge will be the key I’ve been looking for all this time. I think I’m a person that works hard, but I don’t. I’m lazy.

A few of the things that fight for my daily attention are…

1. Music — I play in & actively record 2 bands, plus I play almost weekly at church.
2. Real Estate — I’ve been a realtor for over 10 years. (this is my main profession, however it probably gets the least of my attention)
3. Land Development — This doesn’t take as much of my time since there are 3 other partners but it still is something to keep up with since I’m the bookkeeper for the partnership.
4. Travel Hacking— Just started focusing on this but easily spend 1–2 hours on it a day researching best credit cards, blogs, airlines, etc.
5. Blogging — I used to do a music blog, but lately a travel blog & drawing blog have been on the back porch of my mind.

So that’s that. We’ll just put a pin in it for right now. Does anyone else out there feeling the same… absolutely stuck in a rut even though you really have no reason to be in one?