Sometimes you go to see this crystal clear with the aim of seeking peace, but in that moment your wrapped-memories show up. Through all the things had done lately, through all denials and losing, sometimes you are forced to accept it. You feel it is not fair for you, but you are forced to learn from it.
What is happiness without your inner peace? You won’t find serenity without sincerity.
And you’ll find your lights at the right time.