We are all a bunch of messed ups trying to act tough but deep down, we all have our weaknesses. Those weaknesses that can melt us real quick.
To be frank, I am one of these people. I admit that I have weaknesses. I admit that I am not that strong. But I am trying so hard to conceal it. Not because I just want to look tough but because I want to set an example. I want to stay calm and composed even if deep inside of me, I am struggling. I actually don’t like to pretend that everything’s okay. I just wanted to show everyone that even though something is bothering me, I don’t let it to consume me.
The only person you can control is yourself. So I am working hard with my self-control. I admit that it’s hard because sometimes all these feelings are too intense that I want to be carried away by it. But I remind myself to remain calm. There must be a way out of it. I just need to figure it out without losing my mind and senses.
Once again, I will tell you it’s hard and I’m still a work in progress. But it does feel good to have that peace inside of you that even if the situation that has been happening seems to be chaotic, you’re still firm and steady. Not because you don’t care about what’s going on but because you don’t want to be carried away..
And that is something that I am constantly working out.