Oh my. Just feel them? The simple but not easy answer. I don’t know that Love can die, really. It can change, certainly, and you can move away from it, or have it move away from you, but it lingers, a residue, a wistfulness. Big hugs to you, as you sort out your feelings. I have big ears, you can always use them for processing. Thanks for sharing this with us. The hole in the heart is such a vulnerable place. I would guess we all have one. I know I do.