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The first of March will be year.

My soul is tired because although I have found some excellent nice people to be in my life most of them do not know what to do when I am…

Jan 16, 2022

Jan 16, 2022

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The Mourning Report111721: Cliffs, Abyss, and Boundaries Oh My!

There are a few thoughts I have bouncing around my head tonight. They are related even if that relation is tenuous. One is the idea that…

Nov 18, 2021

Nov 18, 2021

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The Mourning Report 111521: Death is not a vehicle for character development and other loosely…

Death is not a vehicle for character development. Neither is any trauma a person can experience. People will tell you everything happens…

Nov 16, 2021

Nov 16, 2021

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The Mourning Report110421:

Grief is a sticky, tricky thing at best. Sometimes it comes in waves. Sometimes not at all. Sometimes the sun is shining and you are with…

Nov 5, 2021

Nov 5, 2021

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The Mourning Report:102821 Mixed Signals

I recently learned I have allergies. I knew I tend to have quite a bit of sinus drainage this time of year, but its always been brief and…

Oct 29, 2021

Oct 29, 2021

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The Mourning Report102521: How do you get over when happiness finds you despite the fact they are…

What I now call the happiness hang over predates Jamey’s death. It is definitely more noticeable now that he is not here. When it happened…

Oct 26, 2021

Oct 26, 2021

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The Mourning Report 101421: How does one get used to being in a neutral relaxed state?

So life is a constant state of flux. I wish things were more stable in many ways… or maybe I just wish I had control of those aspects that…

Oct 15, 2021

Oct 15, 2021

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The Mourning Report 101121

Outside of losing my husband, I have quite a bit trauma dating back to my childhood. It has been a hard row. Am I saying my life was always…

Oct 11, 2021

Oct 11, 2021

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Insomnia

I have insomnia occasionally. Or at least it’s occasionally when things are going well. Who am I kidding even if things are going well I…

Oct 7, 2021

Oct 7, 2021

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How My After Life Began or How I Was Left Behind on This Level of The Tower

I feel compelled to tell this story over and over. I do not know all the details I may write about in this excerpt. I do know it will…

Oct 6, 2021

Oct 6, 2021

LLLM

LLLM

Cis, Bi, Woman, Widow, Mother, Grandmother, Friend, Sister, First Generation College Grad, Grew up in Poverty, and much, much more….

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