Money, intervention,recourse,action,compliance,leads,employment or miracle for short. I have been praying for months to find a job. My faith is being tested. My patience is running thin as ice. I’m about to crack. I keep asking God for a miracle but I have no choice but to keep waiting in line to see when He answers. I have learned from my perilous mistakes but every day seems I have them thrown in my face and monthly reminders. I don’t even like looking in the mirror for I see nothing but shame, regret and sorrow. I can’t change what I’ve done in the past. I don’t know how I can get through these next 3 1/2 years until I can dip into my 401k. I loathe the government rules. I need money now not later. If only I could change some rules but that will never happen. I’m thinking I might have to create a GoFundme page or am contemplating posing naked and just have my face hidden. I am just too embarrassed to disclose how much money I got romance scammed on. I did not ever call myself stupid, but have been notoriously and relentlessly to a point that I am not good company. I need a miracle. What miracle do you need in your life? We all need miracles. When will God answer my pleas on my miracle? How will I handle my miracle? How will you handle yours?