You won’t understand
The kind of pain
When trust is broken
everything else shatters
And your world just comes crumbling down.
‘I love you’ doesn’t mean anything anymore.
I hate myself for accepting all your flaws and loving you for who you are, only to get in return an empty heart.
If only I didn’t throw my pride on the fucking ground begging you to stay,
If only I wasn’t that naive,
If only I didn’t love you,
If only I let you go first.
Or if only, I didn’t even let you in in the first place,
I might not be as broken as I am now.
And when u left, not only promises are broken.
I am, too.