WHERE I STAND NOW!!

U KNOW WHEN A PERSON LOSSES SOMETHING IN HIS LIFE HE CAN SOMEHOW REPAIR IT… BUT ANONYMOUSLY I HAVEN’T LOST SOMETHING….. BUT A PAIN RESURRECTS INSIDE ME EVERYTIME I GO THROUGH THE PAST MEMORIES….. I CRY FOR HELP IN MY FORGOTTEN AND HALF SLEPT NIGHTS …. SEEK FOR SOME HELP ………TO COME OUT OF IT. ….. I NEED SOMEONE WHO WILL BE OR PLAY THAT PART ……. BUT SADLY MY LIFE IS FULL OF TRYANNY AND MISERY……… NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO CRY AND LET MYSELF FREE IN THE DEEP BEACHES OF LAUGHTER. THE MEMORY OF IT IS SUCH LIKE A TINY SPOT OF THE MOON ……. Which hides it’s serine beauty and reminds us of its fragility……. Yes I’m fragile……..lost among deep words of pain that seems to grow……..AND FOR LAST THE VERSE OF PAIN ………… THE PAIN WHICH I COST TO SOMEONE ELSE …. THE PAIN WHICH I GAVE TO SOMEONE WILL NEVER END …..AND I KNOW I WON’T BE ABLE TO ERASE IT ALSO

…….BUT ONE THINK I CAN WANT ………..LORD….GIVE ME SO MUCH PAIN THAT I COULD RELIEVE THE TIME SOMEONE HAD TO GO THROUGH BECOZ OF ME …. GIVE ME SO MUCH MISERY THAT IS EVEN A TWICE THRICE OF WHAT I HAVE CAUSED TO HIM.

With regards …..

Megha Saha

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