The Lover’s Complaint! pt.1
I miss you. Please come back.
Life is miserable sometimes. I was reading a quote in which it was written that when you fall in love again with the same person, you fall in love with the memories related to him/her, not with him/her. Although the wordings are not the same, the sentiment holds true.
If you are reading this, let me tell you that I trusted you the most, like nobody else. I trusted that you would be with me in every situation, that you would not lie to me. I believed that you couldn't even think of breaking the relationship we built on the basis of love. But I didn't know that you take love this lightly. In the face of every difficult situation, you quit, as if we don't even know each other. You become a stranger.
It's hurting me; my conscience is reproaching me. My heart is shattered into pieces. I wish one day you will collect those pieces and combine them with the warmth of your love. Although I have no trust left for you, life will be a bit easier when you are with me.
I was scrolling X, and someone tweeted, “There is no love without communication,” and it reminded me of you. My dear, let me tell you that if you love, learn manners and loyalty. Indecisiveness during free time is not called love. You contact me when you are free and don't when you're busy, and I, I wait like a madman on the roadside. I believe that this time shall pass, but my dear, don't ever expect me to be the way I was. I am changing, and this change is not in my control. I hate myself for being me, but what else can I do? Ultimately, it's your fault.
I still remember the days when the flower of my heart blossomed at the glimpse of your thought, and now that withered flower beats like dead beef.
I hope everything will become normal again.
Me, you, and our relationship.
Goodbye.
See you in the dreams.
