It’s time to eat shit for a while and put in the work. Earn the right to get what you want by starting again at the bottom. That’s how you rise up again.
The deep, dark problem you think you’re facing will pass- it always does eventually. This is not the time to make a dumb decision, ask for sympathy or complain.
When you see eating shit as short term, you develop the mindset that will help you break through.