Hello Stephanie. I don’t know if I was one of those 9, it’s possible. I agree with Kiri about the hearts and this discord between “liking / green hearting” another’s true waking nightmare.
I’m so sorry that you lost your beautiful boy Teddy. I cannot imagine your grief. I know two bereaved mothers, I understand it’s possible to carry on living only because they are still standing.
I will try to remember that green hearting doesn’t only mean “oh I LOVE that” but “push this forward, share, help another”