hurting. not everyday. not like this. not this life. the kids are better off. without me. i had a good run. it looked good. on the outside. i faked it. well. i think. is this it? i can’t do it. not one second more. i don’t want to. i should be able to stop. living. if i choose. i choose. i choose. to free. me.
moving trains. (about suicide)
walkerjojones
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My brother Nick took his own life. It breaks my heart to wonder what he was thinking about. I hope he made a strong decision. I CHOOSE. I hope he wasn’t sad or lonely or scared. I wish he’d stayed.