The BIG point that changed my whole life
I feel like to redeem or something like that. I did my life to be a disorder
I cry inside everyday I don’t have anyone or any place to free my story . I am new here and I think this website would help me with that.
Okay Here is my story.
When I was a kids I was a very good children — have a good attitude have a dream have a good grade. I could say GOOD LIFE
But mu life has changed when I decided to study at one university in the north of the country. When I first arrive and live here I have a very full of wonderful thought. I thought I have a good university with good environment . Good social good friends but everything began to reveal its truth.
I want to have activities to do and have social so I decided to join the “club of entertainment” that do a uni work to entertain the new first year student to make them not feel lonely and miss home too much. The volunteer and I practice together everyday so I thought we are friends and we will become close friend like very close so I give them my heart. Then , I had a girlfriend (I ama girl too) and have less time to practice anything about “Club of entertainment” so my friends(as I thought) start feeling bad to me. They made an appointment with me and had a talk like what is happening. I said everything and they said “ OKAY we will be the same as we were we still be friends.”
Next day, I went to practice with them and they dissappointed me a lot. They acted like I was not there. They left me alone and practiced alone. I can’t handle with this. So I was out . I accept that I feel so much pain in my heart like I had a heartbreak — I am kind of person that give all my heart to who I think they are friends.
About my girlfriend, the point is she does not study here (She did study in uni before but her parents passed away so she couldn’t keep studying) but she moved here to stay with me. Then, we always had a problem about money cause I had money every month from my parents but she doesn’t.
We decided to do a lot of business like selling candy , clothes….. but the money still not enough. This is our big problem.
Until we decided to do a Laundry Business > This is the BIG point that changed my whole life.
We are employed by many junior that be new to uni that year. I thought “WOw, this is a good start of earning money” but I was wrong .
Because of our low-experienced of business We accept too many customer without thinking that we can handle this work or not. Then the problem happened. The customers sent too many clothes to us and we could not do (clean and iron) all of them. So we employ the real laundry business to do the work.We pay and they work with the clothes.
But the misfortune happened.
“That Laundry Business cheated on us” — It was so complicated I cound not explain it so sorry
They made a lot of mistake on our customer’s clothes. Like lost , undone work, cheating on money. And we couldn’t prosecute them cause we have not enough evidence.
That was the reason we had to stopped our Laundry business. And have to pay back money to all customer for our responsibility.
Now, my girlfriend and I did anything to earn money to payback. We were stupid enough to get money from A loan shark…. We were under 20 so we couldn’t get money from the bank. And the money that we earn from the customer -we pay most of the money to that Laundry Business (that cheated on us)