Prayer

Breathing, or so it seems.
Waking. Moving. Doing.
Needing but not seeking.
Fearful of losing.
It’s too heavy This will destroy you.
Waiting for answers
To questions un-asked.
Crippled by wonder
Of unknown paths.
Halted. Broken.
Weak at the knees.
Held back from progressing
In a constant freeze.
The load weighs heavy. You will remain underneath.
Trudging through masses.
Daylight passes.
Movements slow.
Constant impasses.
Where have you gone?
Your words I am seeking.
This soul you have filled
Is cracked and leaking.
To my knees i keep falling
Your great name i keep calling
My God please come near.
My life, it keeps stalling
This burden is heavy. Your God is not here.
Be real. Be present. Be loud.
Originally published at capturedbyfreedomblog.wordpress.com on July 10, 2017.
