The opening about the “first day” made my heart race.
That moment of commitment, and a sense of relief interspersed with swirling fearful thoughts. I will always recall that first rush of going “public” and always hoping that there would be just one intial moment of shock, of ‘going public’ but those moments still happen occasionally. I am not usually read, but it happens.
Transexing is the goal indeed. HRT will hopefully help me feel more and more feminine so there will be fewer times a I am read as male. I start them May 5. My Estroversary.