Well, the reason why I did not like Pilar….her story, not her personally since of course I do not know her…. is because of how SHE IN HER OWN WORDS treats her husband. That was not editing, SHE said those things, she said that she no longer sees him as her husband, yet she takes all of his money to fund her experimental treatments, she is happy to allow him to work multiple jobs while she works ZERO, SHE allows him to live with his parents and pay HER RENT….and does not allow him to COME INTO THE HOME for more than what, 10 minutes. That was not editing, that was HER, that was accurate. She is very happy to USE HIM AS A FINANCIER OF HER TREATMENTS, yet when it comes to being around him…oh no. I believe that she partly blames him, I think when she sees him she associates him with her disease. Now, I know all about living with chronic illnesses, I had cancer, I live with RA, fibro and a list of them to include chronic pain. But I do not use my family as a crutch and then say “I appreciate what he does, and I am glad he does it…but he cannot force me to love him.” Well, then GET A JOB, OR GO ON MEDICAID. She is a user, she uses him, bottom line. And yes, I think she feels sorry for herself. I do. I think the majority of her illness is mental, because I live with this stuff too every day, and it is mind over matter. If you allow a disease to run your life…it WILL run your life.