She is stuck and scared. She is not afraid of being alone. She fears losing “content”. She wonders of her own selfishness and why she doesn’t appreciate the good that exists, why good enough is never good enough for her. She doesn’t want to miss him and the parts of them that sparkle in the dust. She knows the choice is hers. She struggles. Physically, emotionally and intellectually, she is famished.
She Struggles
Elle Kay

This was phenomenal. She doesn’t appreciate the good that exists because deep, deep down, she knows that she deserves more physically, emotionally and intellectually. She must take that leap of faith and never look back, because the painful regret of not acting and wondering what could be, will haunt her forever.