I suffer from depression as well, and have for a very long time. Being introverted I find seeking help not easy. I have a disability which is incurable, and miss the old me. I have considered suicide more than once, however can not do it as my dog would not understand. Sounds like a silly reason, but has kept me alive. Now I am retired, I potter in my workshop for a purpose for my life, plus it keeps me away from those annoying people out there. I plan on staying around now, as I have a grandson who I adore, and have more bass yet to catch.