Unrequited Love with Love ❤️

I have so many emotions….

This is what I was trying to avoid…

Feeling for you…

Missing you…

Wanting you…

Needing you…

Loving you…

But I’ll never tell…

This shit doesn’t make sense….

There’s so much between us….

Including distance….

So I had to stop my bleeding heart

Before it drowned us both in a fury

Of its anger for what it could never have…

I could never have you…

I’ve never had you…

I am forever chasing you….

Because I don’t know when it’s real…

I just know how I feel….

I don’t know what it means to truly be loved by you Love

I don’t know what it means to be the reason you wake up smiling

For once I wish you would show me

Consistently in ways that are undeniable

Who I am to you as to never question my position

To lay eternally to rest these insecurities

Am I asking too much Love?

For you to love me completely? Wholly? To know me as I’ve known you?

Or are we destined to never be?

For I Have loved you forever, but Love …….you’ve never loved me