Brett, thank you for sharing your story and I’m so sorry for what happened to you as a child. You’re very brave for sharing a part of your life with us and I don’t think you’re a horrible person for being a pedo. Just as there are good and bad in everyone, it’s the same with pedos. There are depraved ones and there are virtuous ones such as yourself.
Your experience of being sexually abused by kids is similar to a story I read by this other pedo. He was sexually abused by his own brother and his brother’s friend. Unfortunately the guy sexually abused his own son until he got caught and served prison time. He admitted it was wrong but at the same time said it never hurt his son.
I have a question if you don’t mind. I’ve read many times non offending pedos say there’s nothing wrong with watching child porn because they’re not touching a child. Those children in the child porn were victimized in making of the film and every time it’s gets viewed they are victimized over and over again. What is your thought on that? If you choose to answer or not, thanks in advance.