I love myself and I have not doubt of it.

I’ve accepted my body, my likeness and soul, what I want people to see and what I want to keep to myself but even though I always am looking for someone else to love me the way I do, not to mention that i fail every time.

Why is it to difficult? So hard?

I am always looking for love in other places and try to hide mine in other things. I just want a place where I can feel loved, safe, wanted and when I find it something happens and I lose it.

I don't know if I am asking for too much or if my love is too big for some people to understand but I keep looking and keep trying to make things happen.

I keep asking to be that person you think before going to bed or right after waking up. The first person you want to talk when something happens. I want to be chosen, missed, wanted, as yours as I am mine.

Maybe I should not ask anymore? Maybe my faith is to be alone?