I looked through our old conversations, when we used to be on cloud nine and in love, these were the times you told me how lucky you are to have a girl like me. How thankful you are because you never received such love I was giving to you, and whatever happens to you will never let me go. The words you said mean everything to me and it’s stabs my heart realizing that these words mean nothing anymore. I can’t help myself but to cry my heart out till the sun has set, The pain is too heavy to bear the love I believed to be true and different was gone. We used to be over the moon but the present tells the opposite, this is stupid of me to say but I won’t deny the fact that I miss you so much, I love you I still do but somehow I’ve become with the thought that I can’t do anything anymore. I need to let you go because it’s the right thing to do. I’ve decided to finally move on and this would be the last time I will cry over you because there’s nothing left to hold onto and I can’t hold on to something that doesn’t want to be held. I’m sorry, I’m sorry because I was the reason why you let things end I’m sorry for the terrible mistake I made, I never blamed because you were hurt and I understand. I only have myself to blame but I was hoping you would’ve understood. I’ve always feared the day would come, the day you finally won’t take back the words you’ve said. I’m sorry for the other things that have hurt you, the things that make you cry, jealous, and mad. Thank you I’m thankful that I met you because you’ve given me a temporary bliss, I laughed and smiled because of you somehow you made me feel loved and beautiful in a short period of time. Thank you for the good days, The days we felt unstoppable like we were flying high, when holding your hand felt like home, leaning on your shoulders made me feel secure, and hearing your voice sounds like the angels are singing. It was worth it, being loved and loving you. Thank you for making me realize how capable I am to love someone, you proved forever within the number of days, you were the greatest and the worst thing to ever happen to me. Goodbye, this will be the last time that I write you a message I’ll accept the fact that some things are meant to end even though I used to believe that you won’t let that happen. I did everything I could to make you stay but I guess your life no longer included me because you’re happy now and I see that clearly, you’ve already found a love that’s all things ours couldn’t be. I hope you find overwhelming joy by her side, I hope she won’t hurt you and make you cry, I hope for the best for both of you. It hurts but I’ve accepted the painful truth and I’m just a distant memory now, I don’t regret loving you but my regret is that I let myself believe that this would last. I won’t forget you and the memories will always be alive in my heart. I’ll just get used to not having you in my life anymore. Deep within my heart knows getting over you won’t be simple I need to stop loving you so I can start loving myself again, you are a painful blessing but you were also a great lesson I guess you’re just another chapter of my life I needed to end. I will still pray for your safety and happiness, even though I’m in pain right now I still believe you deserve the best. I hope you find everything in her that you couldn’t find me. You always be my greatest love.
