my first year here i used to write like
one of these oversized sticky pad pages?
like these post it legal pads?
i’d write at something on at least one of those every morning while my computer was booting up
and i had them splayed all around my cube
and it was very satisfying and gratifying and i was on a consistently writing roll with it
and then i took the time to gather them all up and read through them after i thought there might be something there
and once i read it all i was like wow there is nothing here
so i just tried to organize them all better and added them to a big messy note file
that is literally collecting dust on a desk in my room
every couple of weeks i’ll blow on it to get rid of the topmost loose layer