I can’t remember the last time
I’ve lived without a guy by my side.
ten years, at least.
“you need to have sex with a guy for him to like you.”
thank you, mother dearest, for that terrible advice.
that dangerous sentence has been my vice.
how do I progress with my life, now at 23,
without thinking that I need a man beside me?
is it possible for a man to love me through his days
without having to bribe him with what’s between my legs?
why couldn’t you teach me that self-love is the key
to happiness, success, and sensuality?
I’m lost, I have no direction..
I’ve pushed him away from me
right when he was teaching me how to be free.
can I change my habits,
will I find a way out?
ready to see what life is about.