today I woke up, just like any other day
but this time it was different
the reason I cannot say, it just is
sounds ridiculous, but I swear it’s like I'm not here
like I don't live, I just exist
I would consider myself someone in a good headspace
so I’m not too worried when this occurs
but it does baffle me how little joy I feel
how unstimulated I am by things I find beautiful
how emotionally drained I am when it’s
one of the those days
I guess I’ll try again tomorrow