You’re smart and pretty and a rad writer. Why would someone ever want to break up with you? I know there are other things to consider. But still…. I’ve been there. A girl claimed to love me and I felt the same too. She didn’t date me because of long distance. And one day she tells me, she’s dating someone who lives in a different continent and someone she has never met and she didn’t even care to tell me for 2 months about it. And she also called me her “bestest best friend” a day before. My 3 years with her feels like a lie. I’ve realized there same as you. Only a person is going to be with himself forever. Others are bound to leave at some point.