Time for a Change

I have been trying to change it up for a while. I keep dying and cutting my hair, but my hair isn’t the issue. I went out and took senior pictures yesterday per my mother’s request and realized the real change that needs to happen. I need to get into shape.

Ever since I can remember I haven’t liked the way my body looked. I have struggled through rigorous exercise routines, skipping meals, and eating until I puke and nothing has helped me. I need the change. I cannot keep looking at myself and hating what I see. It is getting out of hand.

I have looked up ways and I’m going to start running. For real with a schedule and everything. I am too close to going into debt to have a surgery that takes all of my problems away. It can’t be like this any more. I want to change.

This is it. My chance to change before I go out to college and get to rewrite myself. I’m done living in self pity and misery. I want a different tomorrow.