I SEE ME
I think that is still such a way which can get it through in every single minute. It shows nothing but I hope everything is going to be with me. As I have self-esteem enough, there is no one and thing else can beat me. It is real and never lost. Hope is never lost.
Yes, I am used to getting depression on something in sometimes even not important but makes me hard to believe that I am still alive. That is all up to me and I know it quite well. However, I will never see it as a bad side of me because it should be. I am not that perfect so that I can feel like this even I am strong. That is called Human Feeling I bet. Moreover, I also accept that I can cry even other people like or not. Each of my feeling is not needed to hide always.
If I want to laugh, ok, I do with no scar which is the same as I do when I feel sad and want to cry. You know what it is very hard to breathe if you cannot see yourself right. Do not think there will be somebody who is going to try understand you even yourself are not. Just do try to understand yourself first, this is a key of point in life to success. There is no matter if no body does it, but we have to.
Just sharing my thoughts here.
Have a nice moment !