I Knew I Could Squirt in Theory
But I needed someone to do it in practice
I’d be lying if I said that I have been always looking for a relationship on a dating app. It is hard to admit, because no matter how liberally we approach sexuality and how natural it is to connect with someone only sexually with no further expectations, a woman is still expected to be a “good girl”, sleeping with guys only if there is love and affection and a bright future, otherwise it’s slutty.
I went through a period after having sort of healed from my abusive relationship, when I gave into my desires and my experimenting nature — and I hooked up with guys with the only objective of getting laid and having a nice time — hopefully full of orgasms.
I was still struggling with admitting it, but then Alex came along and when we matched I was quite surprised. He was a lot more good looking than I expected someone matching with me, he was an actor, and extremely confident in his own sexuality. It was refreshing to chat with someone who had quite mature views on how people can connect. He told me he was in town once every 3–4 months and he’d be interested to meet and chat and go out for dinner and obviously to have sex.
I told him, I’m okay with that — and I really was.
