Positive Thinking — Positive Vibes (Part 1)

This is my vibe- my jorney with the changes that saved and made my life so much better- simply through thoughts, if it can help just one of the readers then so be it!
I have been asked numeorus times about Positive Thinking….does it work?, what is it?, who does it?, why do you do it?, why should I do it?, how do you find the time?, how does it work?…and so on and so forth…
Phuck me!! Are you guys for real?
If you are happy where you currently are, and how you are currently living and adding value to society and those around you, uplifiting people and spreading knowledge then great…this article probably is not for you because you are content, in the flow and happy! However if none of those apply and you are un happy, pissy, not where you want to be, not doing what you want to do, not loving your job, not loving your relationships, including freinds, lovers, not loving where you stay or live, not happy with how you look, how your body looks, how you feel, your energy levels, your health and well being…well then this IS for U!!!
I sit around with friends, family, co workers, business owners, vagabonds, hobo’s -phuck all walks of life every colour, creed, nationality and they all say the same things; security, safe zones, providing, steady pay checks, and routine were the reasons they did not go for the dream the reason they dont have that positive mindset that positive thinking...what they wanted in the end- they gave up for that…fair enough I get it — I get that!
I was there for a HOT minute
I mean that…at least 5 years…for sure- and I have been in class now for 8 years trying to get back on track…and it took some REAL inside work! What do you mean in class for 8 years??? Yup I have been involved in a mind awareness class, the studying of the mind, mixed with Japan Soto Zen philosophy from a 7 generation (25 years in a generation) teacher- its been life changing for me! Its not like I just sit aroud foo foo style and think positive and yet be a full fledge DNB…(DNB you ask?…my girl Rhonda Rousy rocked that bad ass title — DO NOTHING BITCH) — You have to put in the work, everything takes a little effort…just even a little will make some massive impact on your life…MASSIVE IMPACT!! We just need to carve out a little ME time…its that simple-
So what got me to the night where I woke up to pee at about 2:30 AM and said to myself… “I dont want to wake up… and do this any more”- I was done, tired, exhausted, no energy, no life, no love, no joy, no passion, no ummph, no dreams, no positive thinking left in me. All becasue I stopped doing what I love and started doing things for money and ego…ohh yes lets bring that word into play EGO. Its was killing me, literally at 27 years old…slowly but surely killing me; health wise, dream wise, postive thinking wise, lifestyle wise and life living wise. I don’t mean I wanted to end my life…that has never ever entered my mind… but I did not want to go on living like I was. So change was needed and the universe provided…how you ask.
Well I started thinking “just a little” differently, barley but just a little. Enough so that the universe provided the teacher I spoke of earlier, and all I was doing was asking for something better and my mind state when I was asking was authentic, real and honest. This was at night, (probably while I was dreaming as well) and in the morning when I woke. Maybe 2 months later I ran into my soon to be teacher, it was not an immediate jump we met he told me what he did, then told me to join and how it would positivly effect me, but I did not make that jump for another 4 months. This because the mindset I was in the rut the negative thoughts were to deep rooted, the mind was unable to think differently right away, but day after day week after week month after month of NO CHANGE, well then it was obvious I needed to do something different. So that was another small positive thought change so small but so effect, get your ass to this guys class. BOOM!
Part 2…coming soon …stay tuned
