Thank you for sharing your story which I am sure relates to many and myself included. Thank you for opening up a piece of your truth to share with others so that we can learn and support one another. The day I realized I was unhappy and I could change that from within on my own accord was one of the most liberating days of my life. I started to disregard any notion of weight or beauty but started looking at health as an overall picture, what is happening on the inside that we can’t see physically and mentally? I wish you the best on your journey, much love.