Why?

Why did I allow the thoughts to creep in?

Why did I take a closer look?

Why did I get smitten by that look?

Why did I wonder so much?

Why did I assume that it happened?

Why did I start hallucinating?

Why did I feel the ache?

Why did I look for it?

Why did I do the things I did?

Why did I write this 20-second post?

Why?