This is a truly fascinating piece and points towards a question I have long wondered about – what is it like to live in a world where God is a concept? I was raised absent of any faith, so the idea of God never entered into my thinking – I simply don’t see a world where there is a hidden hand of some creator. I have always wondered what it must be like to see, or at least feel the idea of the almighty moving through things.
This article doesn’t answer that, but it pushes me to ask a question of my privelage of not having to go through what you are, and look at things like my question above from a different angle. I hope you find the peace you are seeking, thank you for sharing your experience with us.