#tweets4u2read pain at 4 a.m.

staring at my phone hoping you would call

sleeping with the pillows wet from the constant crying

the pain at 4 a.m.

while doing my work, or just reading the news

you’re constantly, constantly

a source of agony

it’s the not knowing

the not talking

the mentioning as if i was not there

tears would roll for just hours on end

i wish i was exaggerating

my pain of losing you