4th July

Hello my dear friend.

Today I finished what I wanted for a long time. I want to show it for you, but I can’t do it. But it is fine. What have I become my sweetest friend?

I am fine. I can sleep and live. I just feel that I have a big hole inside my chest. I am alive and I am dead at the same time. Soon I will fly to my eternity.

I love you. I can’t forget you, I think of you all the time. You are my dream and my friend. You are my treasure. I remember everything. I see things around me and remember you. I don’t have anything, I had you and I have you inside my mind.

I am not going to stop. I will continue my way. I don’t see the future, I can’t look forward. I have just hope. I hope and I walk every day. One day we will meet again.

Topina, ti penso. Pensi a me.

I don’t know how to write you. I want to do it, but I lack of words. I lack words. I am a mix of emotions and I can’t think in a rational way.

I don’t want to fly away. There is a probability that I can’t return anymore. Maybe it will be my last flight. I don’t know. I can’t see. I can’t feel. I lost everything that was important for me. I lost you. I wanted only you.


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